I DIDN'T CELEBRATE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOR 20 YEARS ALREADY!!! I DON'T MIXED UP WITH THOSE "GHOSTLING 👻 FAMILY" ANYMORE TOO FOR VERY LONG LONG TIMES! NO MORE COMPLICATED FUCKING SOULLESS PPLS K

I NEVER CELEBRATING ANY FESTIVAL OR EVEN MY OWN BIRTHDAY OVER 20 YEARS TOO BECAUSE AM TOTALLY STAY ALONE & WORK ALONE!!!

Do you know what happened?!? In 2002 I rushed came back home after University graduation on July just specially to attend my elder sister wedding... And I brought my Ex bf as well... But she was so crazy got mad jealousy with me and asked me Why I came back?!? She is not welcoming me! She hate me always more success and excellent than her! And of course she was so unhappy and jealous when she saw my boyfriend looked handsome and her husband so ugly!!! 

Then in 2004 & 2006 my elder brother passed away and Uncle died in suicide... I attend their ceremony but got to SAW their SPIRIT appeared & communicate with me! Especially my uncle spirit was clearly waiting at his 5th floor apartment in front of the lift to welcoming me came to his home to see his last face at 12 o'clock mid night when I arrived after I just left from group meditation in George Town! But the thing was I just saw his HALF UPPER BODY with his big smiling face standing in front of the lift when my lift door opened. After I went in his house my mother already there then I even asked my mom Why my uncle looked like normal with his significance very warming friendly SMILING FACE after jumped down from the 8th floor commit suicide?!? He didn't seem any problems Suffer pain angry or ugly!!! I think it's because he was a very kind & good person when he was alive! He suicided because of the Female Suicided Ghost 👻 over there messed up his mind and asked him to jump! He always likes to smoking at the walking way in front of the house after dinner! But later I got that he got immediately Reincarnation again after his 7days ceremony and burned his body! Wow... He received all the Spiritual Merit from my group meditation on that night while I just put him in my mind after I received the called from my mom told me about his bad news before I drive to the Meditation center! 

After that I told my mom please do not inform me anymore about any others Wedding or Death news! I don't want to attend anymore any Red or Black or Whire ceremonies of any family and relatives!

I JUST REMEMBER MY LAST FESTIVAL CELEBRATION CAMP FIRE BARBIECUE WAS CHRISTMAS EVE & CHRISTMAS DAY🎄 IN FOREST ASHRAM HERE ON 2004 DECEMBER 24,25,26 WEEKEND TWO DAYS MEDITATION RETREAT WITH THOSE LOCAL & SINGAPOREAN & WESTERN SPIRITUAL GOD'S BROTHERS & SISTERS (ABOUT 80+ PPLS) JUST 1-2 DAYS BEFORE THE 26-12-2004 SOUTH ASIA TSUNAMI!